i am proud of all my frnds and of all the ppl who managed to survive skool the way i did!

rain yaps:

everyone has their own views abt how life is valued (parents excluded). if the person thinks that life is valued based upon ur good deeds then so it is for him. he will like u or not like u based on tht. theres nthn u can do abt it. in the long run of life nobody is gona ask u wat u scored in ur skool or college. ur personality is your identity, ur qualification's not ur identity.

on the other hand ur parents may not be very happy wid ur performance bcoz they noe ur worth more. and tht ur better than wat u think u are. but that is tht and i cannot explain the parents behaviour. the first time wen i won a position in an art competition, i stood second. wen i told ma dad abt it, he asked,'why didn't u come first?' my heart was broken into a million pieces! it probably wasnt right for him to say tht. but in the long run, does it even matter to me?

never expect anything out of anyone or anyone out of anything or anything out of anything.

becoz facts (most of the time) prove expectations wrong.

i dint expect anything out of my exams, and maybe thats why i had a pleasant surprise. now wen i think back i know i would expect abt 90+ percent in my boards (i scored 87.4% to be exact). i wouldve been very disappointed so i decided that its better to stop thinkin abt it.

if anybody asked me wat i expect i'd cut them in their sentence and say out loud 'i dont expect anything, i don't expect anything, i dont expect anything' lol...it was pretty funny coz tht person wud start starin at me. wat tht person dint noe is tht if i answered the question it wud really set me thinkin.

im not tryina prove any point here, im just tokin.

to tell u the truth, i really wish id get abt 90% in boards. i think none of us are happy with wat we hav. i mean all us living beings. we're such losers, lol.